Gazpacho - Hell Freezes Over IV
Radiohead - Motion Picture Soundtrack
Evanescence - The Change
A Perfect Circle - The Outsider (my top star)
Stream of Passion - Street Spirit (came randomly exactly when I wanted and needed ♥)
Adagio - The Stringless Violin
A Perfect Circle - Weak and Powerless
Evanescence - End of the Dream

whole albums:
Radiohead - The Bends
Red Hot Chili Peppers - One Hot Minute
My Chemical Romance - Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge

It was just too long for a shout :P

I put them here only for the connection to their pages :P

Britney Spears - Oops!... I did it again
Laura Pausini - Resta in Ascolto (the only one I bought without checking)
מטרופולין - מטרופולין
Avril Lavigne - Let Go
Evanescence - Fallen
Björk - Homogenic
Queen - Queen II
Nightwish - Once
Evanescence - The Open Door
Epica - Consign to Oblivion
Nightwish - Oceanborn
Epica - The Phantom Agony
Within Temptation - The Silent Force
Radiohead - Amnesiac
Epica - The Divine Conspiracy
Radiohead - Hail to the Thief
Within Temptation - The Heart of Everything
ערן…

I see this is the most relevant thing to tell- I "only" have fun of music. It never touches me deeply, never makes me think, never changes my mood. I feel about it almost like I feel about food- it can be a lot of fun, but no deep strong emotions.
I don't feel the connection of music to the real world, though I know that many times songs come from real thoughts/feeling. This is "only" beautiful sounds for me.
-and real thoughts and feelings- I can feel them from someone else only when they just say it simply. without…

Useful = not that good, but very cool to listen
(the true meaning? what the writers meant? I understand but don't FEEL it)

10. Yeah Yeah Yeahs - Shame and Fortune (funny+cool)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V_mveq8NYLY

9. Within Temptation - Murder (funny)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HDKBeSMEBlk

8. Lacuna Coil - Closer (cool)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7b7G8-I10gg

7. Epica - Replica (funny)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JF–X8LhtJo

6. Nightwish - The Kinslayer (cool)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GY67zxJVAUM

5. Muse - Supermassive Black Hole (funny)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bBb-J0hcBQA

4. Within Temptation - Sinéad (funny)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cJql2tDgSMc

3. Within Temptation - Faster (funny)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tvaPMNq4Ey0

2. The Gathering - Great Ocean Road (cute+cool)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qoR_i7XAh9k

1. Rasputina - Possum of the Grotto (funny+cool)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R5mDGSgVbdU

(I did have fun in Epica's concert as I wrote, but not a lot…)

Lately I've had some "frustration attacks" from time to time.

Quotations from my mind:
"Why can't I enjoy concerts, like "everyone" else does?
Why do the people in the crowd have to sings? Don't they want to hear the musicians?
What is so "live" about it? The musicians still stand quite far from you, and they don't notice many individuals.
I usually barely hear (and see) the performers, and "strangely" this reduces my joy…"

I though that the problem can be that I try to find…

I saw a list like this and wanted to do my own. I did something similar here before, but still…
For my top 25 artists (most played in last.fm) - 1) the first song I've heard, 2) the one who made me fall in love, and 3) my favourite.

Nightwish
1 - Wish I Had an Angel (I didn't like it)
2 - Sleeping Sun (not sure)
3 - Sleeping Sun

Evanescence
1 - the singles from Fallen (together) (I didn't like them)
2 - (maybe) Everybody's Fool
3 - Lithium

Epica
1 - really don't remember
2 - Blank…

Many of the artists I like- I heard a few of their stuff, then neglected them for several years, and then started to explore and loved what I found.
But now I'll write about artists/albums I listened to seriously, and didn't like. And After several years I checked them again and loved.

~ Therion
I checked them in 2007, along with After Forever. I listened to Vovin, Gothic Kabbalah, Sirius B+Lemuria and Crowning of Atlantis (I was very enthusiastic in the beginning…) . After many listens, I decided it's not for me. meanwhile.
I checked them again in 2008, with…

I enjoyed! Not very very much, but more than zero and this is great XD

I think it's maybe beacuse now I'm a little bit less shy, so I could be more opened to the show and to 'connect' to it.

And to think that I decided to go to it only 5 days before it, and then it was just because I didn't have a choise 'cause I went to the army…

Mark <3

Yesterday I was in the show of Nightwish which I told about in the end of my previous post about the previous show I was in.
And again, it was exactly the same scenario as in the previous time- the show was very good, but I almost didn't enjoy it. Again, I thought it would be great for me, but it was great for everyone except for me. Again, I visited the band's forum and the most common word people wrote about the show was "amazing". Again, during the show I felt OK, but when I got home I realized…

I just like to write things like "my favourite…", so here are some details…
I'll write about my favourite artists first, and then others I will want

Laura Pausini
Favourite song: E Ritorno da Te / Benedetta Passione / Come se non fosse stato mai amore
Favourite album: Resta in Ascotlo
How I knew her: I saw some videoclips in a telenovelas channel and I liked them.
* addition- When I saw the clip of "Incancellabile" I wondered in which language she is singing, and I thought it is a very strange and funny language ;)

Connections:
E ritorno da…